Anesthesia...

You would think that while being on the verge of graduation and embarking on the adventure that people call college, I would be ecstatic; but I'm not. I don't feel anything. I'm more excited about being able to sleep in than the idea of being in a totally new environment. But at the same time, that doesn't mean that I am not happy/excited. I am so ready to go to college, I'm just not jumping up and down. But why wouldn't I be?...

The Prelude To My Life

There are only 1.5 (.5 = Exam Day) days left in my high school career. Feelings of anxiety and nervousness are setting in. I feel that I am ready for college, but I'm not sure that college is ready for me; by that I mean that I have many goals and aspirations set for myself. So, what's the purpose of this blog? Well this is my way of documenting this transition period of my life. Thus far everything is going smooth. I'm accepted to college and it's already paid for. What more could I ask for? Well I really don't know, I just feel like life has something bigger in store for me, but I just don't know what yet. And although I know my major and minor for college, I'm still trying to figure out what exactly I want to do. Most of me knows what I want, but part of me doesn't. So maybe, subconsciously that is what I am doing this blog for; to find myself.